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Saturday, 21 February 2009

  • The sign says open but the door is locked.

    The sign says closed but it looks as if there's a party going on inside. 

     

    Of course there are private parties, but the kingdom of God isn't one of them.

     

    There are several basic emotions with corresponding facial expressions which are universal to all humans the world over.  Paul Ekman did some in depth research into that topic and he was introduced to me by Malcolm Gladwell in his book Blink which book was suggested to me by a friend, Kim Sink, in a bookstore in Troy, Ohio.  An adept communicator can play on those emotions as if they were wired to keys like a piano.

     

    There is joy, generally listed last, perhaps it’s an emotional thing, or maybe it’s alphabetical.  There is boredom, which may or may not be listed, but is always emphatically implied by scientific research and lists.  There is anger, first in most lists, it is all too common, but again, perhaps it’s an alphabetical thing.  There is fear.  There is contempt.  There is appreciation, which could be mistaken for joy and get listed just under anger by the alphabetically inclined.      

     

    There is happiness; I can’t tell the difference personally, but I’ve heard that theologically it is an altogether different emotion, and vastly more deficient than joy.

     

    Did I mention boredom?

     

    If human feeling were more diverse there could be no Universal Studio.  Artists would have to work one on one with their clientele and face immeasurable surprises as they tried to move or simply entertain us.  There would be no blank stare, no common ground to read the emotion of laughter, disappointment, or anger.

     

    Babies can express the basic emotions, and often do so.  You can tell the difference between contentment and happiness (some can even detect joy, but then I guess theoretically that would come much later after they were saved, except in the case of the Catholic child), between hunger, sickness, pain, or anger; and of course boredom.      

     

    So I suppose it is safe to assume that we can tell the difference between being appreciated, welcomed, tolerated, ignored, shunned, or eventually; contemned.

     

    The range of emotion between value and contempt is wide enough perhaps, that I think we can generally pick up within a few split seconds which side of the balance we’ve be placed. 

     

    We just know.

     

    Often we don’t know why that we know what we know.  It all goes on behind a locked door in our minds in a matter of milliseconds, we can’t put a finger on the source, but we know, and we know that we know.

     

    The kingdom of God, which Yeshua taught in terms of education, application, and family, is said to be a welcoming family, an appreciative family.  It is also said to be a lot of other things that become manipulative and confusing, but for the sake of the next five minutes let’s assume a family who values the stranger, even the enemy.

     

    I the family of God according to the way lived and taught by Yeshua we belong first, we learn second, and we conform last.  That’s how a natural family works, when a baby is born, she is accepted, actually welcomed and adored; over time she learns the family values, and more often that not in a loving family, she obeys the families basic rules.

     

    I received that basic thought at the teaching of Peter Rollins in the book “The Fidelity of Betrayal.”  I think he said it like this, “belong, believe, behave,” rather than “believe, behave, belong,” or “behave, believe, belong.”

     

    I believe that in the kingdom of God, belonging comes first, while belief and behavior follow.  I believe that I was valued, welcomed, and accepted by Yahweh long before I’d even heard of him, let alone believed in him, and certainly before I began to behave as he suggests.

     

    It’s almost impossible to manipulate our expressions when our emotions aren’t engaged.  Also it’s hard to manipulate our emotions to bypass our beliefs.  Making a difference for our generation in the way of Yeshua depends on aligning our core values with Yahweh’s core values.  Old Estimate aside, Yahweh’s core value is love, a love that goes well beyond the status quo, extending to enemies. 

     

    Enemy love. 

     

    It is the vulnerability of the cross of Yeshua.  You can’t be in control when you rise to Yeshua’s challenge and love your enemies.  Your enemy may, and often will, take advantage of you when it becomes clear that you love him in spite of his spite.  However, sometimes after the death and suffering of your natural desires to repay your enemy after the manner of his malice, there may be a premature resurrection. 

     

    Someone may be won over to the kingdom.  The blank stare of boredom may hit the get-it bell.  I’m not speaking of sheer numbers and statistics, pie charting and graphing the rise and fall of dominate survey results as to percent of Christian influence as compared to pagan, secular, and other religions.  I’m talking about a change that is moving outside of the pollster radar, like a grain of mustard seed, like the yeast in pizza dough.

     

    Otherwise friends, if we do not love our enemies, our smiles of joy may be put on, our hands in the sky will be props and illusion, our gospel tracts will only magnify our life’s contradiction. 

     

    Christ’s communion will be closed.

     

    Is that really what he wants of us; an assortment of private clubs, an array of separate communions?  Closed communion is just one of the signs of the unwelcoming nature of the church, just a mere expression, not unlike the narrowing of the eyes with a slight frown.        

     

    Things like this aren’t without their proof texts of course; closed communions hang a lot of weight out on one or two obscure verses.  Emotions matter though, and if we don’t feel invited, it may be that we’re not really welcome.

     

    There is a universal emotion for discovering that all the other kids were at your “friend’s” birthday party.

     

Wednesday, 18 February 2009

  • Hard Act to Follow

    I’m starting part two with the title, “Hard Act to Follow” for two reasons, first, as Homefire pointed out (it always takes me a full minute to submit to using your pen name sister, but that’s another story)… part one was pretty muddled.

     

    More significantly though, Yeshua is a hard act to follow.  Yesterday as I presented this topic to my Dad, I was compelled to ask, “What was the hardest teaching Yeshua ever taught?”

     

    Dad was like, “Well, it’s really hard to forsake everything and follow only him.”

     

    “Why specifically?”

     

    I hope you’ll take a moment and ponder the hard teachings of Yeshua and come up with your own private “hard act to follow.”  If it turns out that your answer is different than mine I’d like to know what it is.

     

    As a kid it was the hard black shoes I had to wear on Sundays.  Some of the other kids didn’t have to wear those shoes to church and I wanted to be like them.  Jesus seemed to be telling our parents that we were to take the high road, and that consisted in hard black shoes.  Did I mention the suspenders?  Mennonites wore suspenders, Mom picked them up at Mary Weber’s store with the shoes, but none of the other kids in our church wore them.  God bless Mom and Dad, we were going to be the holiest kids in the country, keeping the best traditions of both our church and those of our Mennonite neighbors.

     

    Jesus was a hard act to follow.

     

    As a young adult it was the hard black hat and the ill fitting pants.  Jesus seemed to be asking to much of us.  But there was always hell to think about, and that was heralded to be many times worse than the wardrobes we had to endure during our brief sojourn among the contemporary heathen.

     

    Jesus was merciful though, he gave us the option of Sugar Grove, Washington, or California.  Then came the committees.  After that the earnest pleas.

     

    Jesus was putting the smack down.

     

    “You have heard that it was said, 'An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.' But I say to you, Do not resist the one who is evil. But if anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if anyone would sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. And if anyone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who begs from you, and do not refuse the one who would borrow from you. "You have heard that it was said, 'You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.' But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven. For he makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust. For if you love those who love you, what reward do you have? Do not even the tax collectors do the same? And if you greet only your brothers, what more are you doing than others? Do not even the Gentiles do the same? You therefore must be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect.”  (Matthew 5:38-48)

     

    When Yeshua states that our Father Yahweh in heaven “makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good,” and that “he sends rain on the just and on the unjust” I’m going to put to rest all my Old Estimates concerning annihilated Amalekites, and try to imagine the Yahweh that Yeshua is teaching us of.

     

    I guess the sun had risen on them all that day, I guess the rain had fallen on Israel and on Amalek.  Although I wonder if it’s not a mistake to assume that Israel is without sin and Amalek devoid of virtue. 

     

    And Joshua overwhelmed Amalek and his people with the sword. Then Yahweh said to Moses, "Write this as a memorial in a book and recite it in the ears of Joshua, that I will utterly blot out the memory of Amalek from under heaven." And Moses built an altar and called the name of it, Yahweh is my banner, saying, "A hand upon the throne of Yahweh! Yahweh will have war with Amalek from generation to generation."  

    (Exodus 17:13-16)

     

    Yahweh has done to you as he spoke by me, for Yahweh has torn the kingdom out of your hand and given it to your neighbor, David. Because you did not obey the voice of Yahweh and did not carry out his fierce wrath against Amalek, therefore Yahweh has done this thing to you this day. Moreover, Yahweh will give Israel also with you into the hand of the Philistines, and tomorrow you and your sons shall be with me. Yahweh will give the army of Israel also into the hand of the Philistines."

    (1 Samuel 28:17-19)

     

    It seems there’s always a bitter row between people groups.  War and killing, hate and bleeding, haughty prejudice, stubborn rebellion against insurmountable odds… You’d think there would be loyalty within each group respectively, but there’s very little.  No matter how thin you slice it there’s always a row.  Between blood brothers, between identical twins…

     

    You have heard that it was said, “You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.”  That’s just first nature, common sense, basic knowledge, we can’t tolerate evil and THEY ARE EVIL.

     

    Then Yeshua says the strangest thing in light of all that, “Love your enemies.”

     

    “Like Yahweh does.”

     

    Really?  What about hell?  What about the wars of Israel?  What about the Holocaust?  And I know this is beyond trivial in light of all that, but what about the hard black hats and shoes?

     

    I have no idea how you reconcile all that, and while I’d love to know, my perception of the issue doesn’t rely on yours.  Your perception of the issues don’t depend on mine.  It’s obvious that the scriptures were written from an Israeli bias.  Maybe that’s why Yeshua said: You’ve heard it taught this way, I’m teaching it completely different.  Love your enemies.

     

    I’ve become fairly confident that the wardrobe my dear parents thought was “Yahweh’s Holiness” was “wholly fabricated.”  Perhaps Moses’ bias was a little skewed.  Perhaps Yahweh allowed that.  Perhaps Yeshua’s teaching was more accurate than Moses’.

     

    Perhaps.

     

    I don’t know.  If you want to know beyond a shadow of doubt ask a reformed evangelical.  They insist on absolute knowledge.  Myself, I’m a liar.  Everything I say is in some sense a lie.  At the same time I hope that some things I say happen to be “true.”  “Let God be found true, but every man a liar.”        

     

    Presently the hardest act of Yeshua that I try to follow is in loving my enemies.

     

    I also believe it is the crux, crucial, essential, or deciding point of his teaching.

     

    The cross. 

     

    Then Yeshua told his disciples, "If anyone would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his life? Or what shall a man give in return for his life?

    (Matthew 16:24-26)

     

    Each of us who have ever said or written anything about Christ wants to say or write something of our opinion about what the “cross” means in Yeshua’s call to follow his act.  Some say it’s the plain lifestyle, others say it’s various forms of abstinence, maybe a crusade or a prohibition, I suppose that every pet peeve at one point or another has been compared to Yeshua’s “cross.”

     

    So here we go again… I think it’s the act of loving one’s enemies.  I think that’s the toughest act to follow.  I think that’s the cross of Messiah Yeshua.

     

    The stories that touch me the deepest are those stories where someone overcame the overwhelming impulse to destroy their enemies; from the story of Yeshua to Victor Hugo’s Jean Valjean in Les Misarables, or Quasimodo in the Hunchback of Notre Dame.  Or the story of Hassan in Khaled Hasseini’s “the Kite Runner.”

     

    The way a teacher responds to his enemies directly affects the amount of weight I apply to his teachings.  And that goes for John Calvin and Martin Luther as well.

     

    By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another." (John 13:35)

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

  • The Age of Accountability

    We all live in an era when… excuse me sir?  Yes; that includes you…  We live in an era when gathering analytical scrutiny designed for hypothesizing extrapolates is increasingly easier.

     

    We can delve into issues and conduct surveys that would have taken the sages years of tedious pursuit.  Because we have electronic surveys, rewind, slow playback, still frames per millisecond, Twitter, and Google.

     

    We’ve got footage.  

     

    So how have the answers changed?

     

    How have our basic instincts of right and wrong changed?

     

    The Jewish Sages concluded that the greatest two principles were “Love Yahweh your God with all your heart, mind, soul, life, and voluntary effort, and to, love your neighbor as yourself.”

     

    How does that shake out today?

     

    I can’t recall a show where the death wasn’t anticipated and accepted by the audience of those who coldly inflicted pain and suffering on the innocent throughout the show.  And if the villain didn’t die, or if he died of old age, we were slightly disappointed.

     

    From my point of view Yahweh and Yahweh’s chosen people drew a fair amount of blood according to the older Judeo Christian writings.  There was the Flood, the Exodus, Canaan’s Invasion, Saul and David and the Philistines, the Exile (only in the Exile the role was reversed).

     

    Jump ahead to “the Salvation” – and hear Yeshua say “Love Your Enemies” – for “God sends rain on the just and the unjust.”

     

    I’m going to take his word for it even though it may seem from history that that rain is blood.  Why the perceived change in a God who says “I do not change?”

     

    “Then I will draw near to you for judgment. I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, against the adulterers, against those who swear falsely, against those who oppress the hired worker in his wages, the widow and the fatherless, against those who thrust aside the sojourner, and do not fear me,” says Yahweh of hosts. “For I Yahweh do not change; therefore you, O children of Jacob, are not consumed.”

     

    So which is it; water, blood, water or blood, or, water and blood?

      

    We’re left with a decision where the answer may be undoubtably clear contradiction…

     

    (I'm only half way through my thought at this point but I'd be delighted to know your thoughts thus far...)

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